lizzie ༒

neverending state of panic || she/her || 20 || @_ardere

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

https://t.co/FM0zajSJM4

[luv @ilysubby]

i will always be proud of you, my love

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

We only spoke for a few minutes, I couldn’t even tell if he actually wanted to talk or not

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I called him

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Do I call him (pls just someone answer 😭 anyone)

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Do I call him (pls just someone answer 😭 anyone)

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I hate being alone in my bed

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I hate feeling like every little thing I say or do sets him off

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Him telling my ex best friend that he was in love with her has truly fucked me up, I haven’t been this insecure in so long

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

I feel so pathetic waiting for a text back, I know he won’t reply

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I fear I have fallen into the trap that is going from relationship to exes to situationship

Someone end me

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

I haven’t even made the bed since he left, I just want to remember what it was like to be with him

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I hate how everyone always talks about how much 19-20 sucks but I just didn’t fucking listen

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I should just fucking end it I think

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I hope it’s soon

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I wonder when my boyfriend will start liking me again

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

I wonder when my boyfriend will start liking me again

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

I wonder when I’ll stop just feeling so shitty about myself all the time

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God I just love the times when my boyfriend randomly decides he hates me

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

I always forget how quiet the silence of my house is right before I leave again for school

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

I need to find one of those people that just sends you money just because without being gross

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

@blueberry_inkk I know we haven’t spoken in a long while, but I’m so sorry for your loss. Pet losses hit especially hard, they see you when no one else does, I lost my puppy a little over a year ago, if you need someone to talk to don’t hesitate to reach out 🫶🏼

[lizzie ༒ @enkavmata]

Guys I miss dating women

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Am I insane for wanting my boyfriend to just… care?

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Is it crazy to want to be loved by someone that chased me for two years?

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Am I crazy for wanting to be wanted by someone that wanted me first??