And perhaps in another life I’ll mentally stable enough so I dont have to think abt overdose on my 17th js bcs seek for help is useless knowing they will always understimate me even though I already suffer for 7 years straight
my therapist told me, "stop assuming people are mad at you. Stop attempting to read people's minds. stop trying to manage the thoughts and emotions of others. let people be in charge of themselves. if they have something to say to you they will and if they don't it is their responsibility not yours. overthinking kills happiness" and that hit me like a brick.
ngerasa ngga sih tiap kita ada di environment baru, pasti ada aja orang yang mirip (either visually / personality / a whole vibe) sama temen kita di environment lama dan somehow we’re leaning towards them naturally gitu?
very odd tapi super interesting