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paediatrician in making, NICU monster, warrior for life #mylife #myrules #mytamasha

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#inconvenience yourself, make an effort.

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I knw I am blessed to be doing what I do, even if it’s just holding hands. It’s something I cannot explain but I know I am, where I was always meant to be and I am trying my best to stay.

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I laid flowers on a baby’s grave today.. someone I met months ago and was surprised by his resilience.. it was a battle that was lost and hurt.. I will remember you Z. Rest now and be at peace, while I go on to help in another.

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Everytime I lament the loss of friendships, my old relationships come through to remind me .. the truest ones have always held strong. I have to be happy with those and ignore the ones who hurt me

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#medicine if anything, teaches you to put your needs and emotions on #pause

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While the world tries to demean me , I find my joy in jobs well done and making stressed parents laugh by being goofy. Horrid days at work turn sweet and I leave happy , only to come home and find my frustration followed me there .

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While I wish there was more kindness in me, I want some for me as well 🤞🏻

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Often people dispensing #advice, need it the most!

Peel back the curtain, before you give up your convictions for someone else’s

#validate your own gut feeling over someone’s offhand remarks!

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#stop making yourself uncomfortable to make others comfortable.

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Those who #ridicule your feelings after asking about them are not really interested in you, but gossip about you.
#note2self

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I did nothing today.. when my todo list is a mile long and triggering but I don’t feel bad
#note2self

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I refuse to be #bullied anymore.

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#judgement often comes from a place of #inadequacy..which the judge himself feels..
So the next time someone is calling ur life out for something innate or simple, know it stems from their own #insecurity and do not make it yours.

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It’s not often but lately more and more , I find less fault with myself than with the company I happened to keep..
I see more , I spread my wings, I expand my circles and #scoff , scoff at myself for losing my own , and at world for deluding me so..

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The #journey from being able to own something to be able to use it can often be a long one, not unlike the journey from having ppl in your life to be able to rely on them and let them rely on you.

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less friction, less perfection .. maybe I will accomplish more 🤞

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Isn’t it strange the ppl who you really want to won’t love or even understand you but there will be a whole tribe who you didn’t even knw existed will come find you and tell u, you are loved , even at your worst.

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I’ve tried and tried but I don’t fit it , I’ve tried and tired but I can’t keep evaluating perceptions about my every word, thought or action, I’ve tried and tried but I can’t make everyone or anyone happy .. I am trying and trying to just stay afloat myself

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#terrified

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Lost, lonely, panicky, fluttery, lazy.. I knw the signs. I knw the why and the how.
I should be sorry but I’m not.
Fix me?