milo

G-d took his time when he made me

[milo @epicoenus]

alphas, betas, and sigmas: what if?

[milo @epicoenus]

like surely we could be asking about each other’s specta… giving that some kind of content

[milo @epicoenus]

my fault, i forgot. evil is the wish to be beautiful

[milo @epicoenus]

like imagine the psychology of this guy. he’s rewarded for his quick complicity; he’s a link in an evolutionary chain. but a utopian logic would permit ppl to shake off that million+ years of precedent.

[milo @epicoenus]

I should read the dark continent arc of HxH

[milo @epicoenus]

@cozyunoist collagists found dead in a ditch

[milo @epicoenus]

sex broadly is the over-determination of a person by their embodied condition, its inter-subjective situatedness.

what would be really nice is if we could induce a sexuation process that ran through the various repressive apparatuses, without stopping at any of them.

[milo @epicoenus]

while i’m riffing à la gender studies, it’s really incongruous to me that “gender” is derived from “genus” but we have no companion concept for “species”.

[milo @epicoenus]

so to say a “type” might be a nest of neurotic demands and borrowed schemas. the question “what are we if we have no sex?” is passed over, systematically repressed; in fact, sex might just be the repression of gender generally. how fab is that!

[milo @epicoenus]

school will i think help with the latter. since the internet is no longer (if ever) an effective tool for meaningful interaction, at least of this nature

[milo @epicoenus]

it’s somewhat hard for me to grasp that i have the potential to work much harder + produce better research than the standard college-track 20-something. I’m not sure what to do with this information

[milo @epicoenus]

the other problem is “theory of mind”. kind of related. i’m too out there to clock scholastic aptitude. rn i’m just equipped with a radar for yr Heresy Quotient