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admiring (?)

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https://t.co/kMNTPpF7d6

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oh, it's all because of that damn dream and phase, i hate them, both of them.

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but i guess, congratulations on your graduation, chel. sorry can't tell you directly :(

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nyesel banget gak ucapin selamat kemarin :((

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kangen banget

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guess what? i even made another playlist about him :(

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i hate this damn woman phase— it makes me miss chel..

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still trying to recover from that dream..

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at first he was like "hah?", he didn't hear that. then i asked again, and he was silent for a moment before replying, "iya". before somehow we fell silent, with me feeling a little annoyed with him. then i woke up.

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i had a dream where he picked me up, gave me a ride on his bike, and we spent time together. i remember that in the dream he had just finished playing futsal. we were chatting, i asked him "sering lewat sini?" because in my dream, i often saw him passing by.

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and then we went home, while he was still standing at the rectory. just like that time.

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when i was in the church yard, i was already weak, i thought i wouldn't see him again. but no, he was still in front of the rectory. i was happy that he was still there, we then shook hands. there was no other interaction, just a shook of hands..

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flowers

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well, that's it

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and yes, of course i passed that place again, where he was still there, in the same position. at first, i just looked at him, and i was kinda of hoping he'd say hello and ask why I was back. but no, i think he was busy with the girl sitting next to him.