and somehow, the concert is only a few days away from your birthday too. maybe that’s why this feels a little heavier.
ana, i’ll be there this december. and i’ll be carrying you with me the whole time. 💜
losing my best friend in 2021 kind of changed the way i experienced the boys. not bc i stopped loving them, but bc every time i thought about them, there was always this sadness. i still stayed around, just not as much as before. life happened..
buying the ticket felt strangely like grief. we always talked abt going together, and in every version of the future i imagined, she was there beside me. never once did i picture myself going with my husband
soo, its v awkward that the last time i was here i was basically 22… here’s a 5-year update from a not-really-retired army: i’ll be going to their concert this december (unsurprising), with my not-an-army-at-all-but-soon-to-be husband (surprising) hehe :3
my bestfriend passed away on sept and my partner suddenly gave up on our rs that he finally chose to seperate... how do i continue living like this.. i feel numb, empty, hopeless...
i just lost someone again... a person that i truly love with my whole heart. who understands me more than anyone else. been with me thru ups and downs. i fought really hard but that already gave up.. i truly don't deserve to be loved
rest well forever my soulmate, my bubs, my partner in crime, loml. u were the one who introduced bts to me, and i got to experience all incredibles things being in the fandom all bc of u. i can’t believe that i’ll nvr get to see u again
god knows how much i love you. i can’t listen to bts without thinking of u. my heart is physically hurt. tehres so many things i want to say.. please i miss u so much already
rest well forever my soulmate, my bubs, my partner in crime, loml. u were the one who introduced bts to me, and i got to experience all incredibles things being in the fandom all bc of u. i can’t believe that i’ll nvr get to see u again
the thing about in the soop yoongi isn’t even just the domesticity… it’s the domesticity in context…. this man told pill-popping talentless fucks to go die and then 3 days later was standing over a grill like “*flips bangs* taehyung-ah, need hyung to cut ur meat up for you?”