this year was a bridge year. an organize and build year. a figure it out year. a gain wisdom year. not too much external linear movement but a lot of inner reworking and realignment.
telling anyone that you love them while treating them like shit is mental and emotional abuse... trying to train someone's brain to believe love should hurt, love should be painful, love knows no peace, love should make you feel small and insecure, etc is abusive af.