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i’ll be at missions, and then i’ll lose myself. everything will go *𝓉yhjä. i can’t remember most days. trying to calculate what happened; what i missed.
⠀ ⠀ah, it’s far too complicated.
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just having a bit of fun here, freja. olen pahoillani.
⠀ ⠀i’ll enlighten you, though. my mind is no longer just my own, ystävä. i feel like i’m missing bits and pieces of things —— like my memories, y’know .ᐣ
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being *𝓹raised . . .ᐣ ( … )
⠀ ⠀he no longer derives gratification from commendation; not since . . . 𝓲𝓉. rather now, he seems to now diminish beneath it.
where most *𝓃ormal minds are sustained by these kinds of affirmations and ⤸
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behaviors.
⠀ ⠀ his hands come up to rub at his face, a loud grunt spilling from his lips. after all, he reminds himself with a sort of detached certainty, he is no longer *𝓈olely human. ⤸