@USAP_COG holy shit my ADHD is so bad, but i stopped taking adderall almost 6 years ago because i hated the comedowns and now my psychiatrist says i have too much going on to get on something for adhd. genuinely paralysis every day of my life
i donβt understand why iβm like this yet other people are somehow more functional than me like Wdym other people can do basic things and i canβt like iβm not that fucked up stop itβs so stupid
i seriously gotta start saying positive affirmations again in the mirror like i would in 2020 i have a horrible time being alive every single day every day is nothing but agony and shame
ever since i was a little girl iβve always felt left out in some way and iβve gone my whole life trying to suppress that feeling but itβs Getting to me