the hardest part about making friends is everyone already has their people. they have their own friend group with years of memories and inside jokes. when ur new it’s like ur intruding. they’ll talk to u, maybe they’ll hang out with u but u can feel that u don’t belong.
I don’t think people realize how heavy it is to go through life feeling like you never truly belong anywhere. Always the one left out, misunderstood, or just… present. Not hated, but never really chosen either. That kind of rejection creates a wall around you without even meaning to. It’s been that way for me for as long as I can remember. And yeah, I’ve learned how to carry it, but deep down it’s still a wound that never fully closes.
Maybe I’ll never fit in or feel like I belong anywhere, and I’m slowly learning how to make peace with that.
a country that reversed deforestation, contributes less than 0.1% of global carbon emissions, and still suffers catastrophic consequences because of its geographical conditions and people still have the audacity to say, oh, it’s not global warming or climate change. fuck you.
We have almost doubled our forest area, conserved our wildlife, are close to being carbon negative, have almost 100% renewable electricity, and are already shifting to EVs. We haven’t exploited nature like many others have. Yet every year, we are among the victims of global warming.
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here.