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he/they pronouns.
21-minors dni

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Ive been in recovery for many months now with the help of my amazing fiancee. I think I finally feel comfortable enough to remove this account and fully commit To being healthy. I don't know if I'll log in again in the future but I truly hope I don't.

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My system to stop myself from doing anything reckless is not working at the moment and I'm highly considering reckless behavior

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One day I'll delete this app and stop letting myself get pulled back in (who am I kidding I'll probably redownload it again)

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Finally decided to turn off notifications for this app, maybe this will make it so I stop dragging myself back in

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Don't know if I'm truly delusional or if my belly really did go down after surgery but I've had everyone tell me it did so I'm in heaven right now. I would post pictures but I'm terrified of being called fat

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Fucking hate being autistic

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The fact that I had surgery a week ago and Im already managing without pain killers cuz I'm now in the amount of pain I was in before surgery.....

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With everything happening I truly feel a lot more would be accomplished if people worked together but theres extremists on both sides creating such a disconnect from the two groups. I know working together won't happen but I truly understand both sides and that's just my thoughts

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As a trans guy that supports both mens rights and women's rights, I feel like there's a strong disconnect between the two groups when they should really be working together. I honestly feel like 90% of their goals actually align

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They both want to do away with fgm and circumcision, men would like punishment for false accusations and women would like punishment for assault. Both want support for domestic abuse, I'm not saying they're exactly the same. But they have a lot of similar ideal

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I always get my hopes up and am immensely disappointed by how things turn out. Just once I want to do things and want things to go my way

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Why does it feel like nothing I do matters. Its like an endless loop where I'm getting better and then am immediately thrown back into being unhealthy.

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@buggzykaye I'm poly and have a gf and bf- just recently told them and they probably stalk me on here sometimes, I don't mind them yelling at me when I'm relapsing tho

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@blubber_bones I absolutely hate ANY article that tries to paint an absolute pedo as someone not that bad. Man or woman they need to be held accountable. Also fuck women having shorter sentences then men or being let off easy. Doesn't matter the gender a child can not consent

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The medical industry need some serious fixing with this shit, could be misogyny or transphobia or whatever the fuck but I'm tired of doctors not giving a fuck about anything

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Getting a hysterectomy and I found out I could have endometriosis. The thing is I don't know how bad it is. I've been having severe pain since I was around 12 and simply ignored it and it ramped up in the past two years severely but I again ignored it

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And then for me to visit the er and several doctors for this pain because it literally felt like someone was punching me constantly. And yet I only am told when I'm getting this shit removed that it's almost guaranteed endometriosis??

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Gets in an actual healthy relationship

Me- is this recovery?