The real hell of autism is being hyper aware when you’re socially off putting but being biologically psychologically and spiritually unable to do anything about it
Italian fascism was basically Mussolini & the Blackshirts just being hired thugs for industrialists & landowners, used to terrorize striking workers and poor people. Like how does anyone take pride in that, "oh I am cattle my ideology is defending the interests of the ultra-rich"
when i was young i would force myself to watch sad fnaf videos with a straight face so purple guy would see i was just as crazy as him and leave me alone
growing up with super controlling parents lowkey makes you into a weeaboo but for totally normal shit. i'll think "omggg this is just like in the movies!!! >w<" and i'm just like going outside past 10pm