The more I draw the more I come to realize real "trick" to staying motivated and improving your art is to simply grow an unhealthy obsession with some form of media
i want to be apart of an arg but like by accident like i don't know what's going on either and i'm just being gaslit by the people running it into being one of the characters
"Eventually, Mordecai, you realize that there are no shooting stars. There are no wishes. Only airplanes, full of people. People who live their lives, day to day, aimlessly. And their wishes won't be granted, either, Mordecai. Eventually, they'll just... land."