can i show up on my stream like... as a... fox? like... literally... my natural form... since i don't have my new human body yet? will u still love me? i promise u can pet me!
i'll lie if i say im not going crazy without streaming. sometimes i watch my old popular clips and cry. i'd really like to finish my reincarnation and go back as soon as possible
and u can't survive without working so there's no escape... i feel so tired everyday even if i don't do much... im rotting... i can't describe everything whats going on in my head. but i just feel weak and pathetic. and a burden for everyone.
@BlyatCheater its not just twitter, its instagram, youtube, everything... i miss this time when we could just watch and enjoy everything without checking if its true or not..
whenever i scroll through my feed, im really so tired of always checking and being a fuckin detective being like "hmm is it ai?", "hmm is it real?", "hmm did they actually do that or its ai?" PLEASE STOP THIS I'LL GO CRAZY AND DIE OF PARANOIA ISTG
now im sitting in my bubble thinking it's all good and then i open twitter seeing how actually many absolutely stupid creatures there are. am i surprised? no. do i get back to reality and get disappointed? yes.