Truly, everything that we go through in life leads to God's great purpose for us. Nothing is ever wasted in Him. Persevere in your trials. Fully rely on His words that claim, "I know what I'm doing, child. Trust me."
When a boy is only emotionally attached to you, he will leave when better opportunities come along. Gagawin ka na lang na Sidebae or spare tire so be wise. Choose a man not a boy.