Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗

🦋💗🍓 | 7teen

—★and this is the last time I'll forget you

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

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[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

You ever moan and turn YOURSLEF on? No? Okay I guess
Our next topic is how I'm going to be hospitalized soon

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

My vision is getting worse even with glasses, lately I've just given up on seeing at all

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

Having my television high on the wall makes me feel like a child again, sitting on my bed, looking up at it while laughing while I was unaware of the horrors of this world.

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

@theo_silly YWW!!

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You guys do hate me

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

I like to think that you all secretly hate me but don't wanna tell me so you replace "I hate you" with "I think you're cool"
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Sorry to those I've angered I'll be gone soon

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

Who is bro

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

Who the fuck even am I bro I'm so scared

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

Me when I shift in bed and then pull a eyebrow shaver thing from under me like okay dude what r we doing

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

Idk I just like looked at messages I sent recently and my status and I'm just really fucking confused

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

And I guess I just think about how my mom saw new cuts and didn't exactly try to find what I used or threaten to send me somewhere, I hate it when she does that but at least I knew she cared enough to do those things
Now I think she gave up on me
I would too.

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

It's funny because no matter how much I say I never enjoyed talking, I open my stupid mouth, I type these meaningless words. I feel so obligated yet nobody is forcing me to do anything
I just wish I could disappear.

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

I can't even lie properly about how I feel
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah"
Nothing happened to me there shouldn't be anything wrong
I can't even make full sentences in messages
I have to go

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

I'm sick to my stomach I'm so sick to my stomach I don't have enough energy to keep talking to people
It's really not worth it

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

I just want to sleep

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

I never liked talking in general, it was always so troublesome. if I do survive, I think I'll just stop.
The words that leave my mouth aren't worth being heard by those who will never understand.

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

"but realistically, can I?" Is the best thing I've ever asked because everything I try, no matter how hard I try, no matter how many calculations I do, nothing ever works
Not even just killing myself just in general
So realistically, can I?

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

I think I'm going to do it this time.
I've been so scared all my life but now I know I have no real meaning or aspirations.
They'll be upset at first but they will move on and be happy once again.
It truly is just a cycle.

[Eternal Sugar Cookie of Shtwt 💗 @ESCcutter]

41 followers I GUESS I'll cut myself GOD. If I have to SIGHHHHH /silly