A lot of people aren’t socializing, they are social arm wrestling, trying to see who they can dominate.
Problem is humans being social in nature, they still seek company, while acting intentionally unfit for it, & will try to force you to do the work required to accept them instead of doing that work themselves so you can genuinely feel comfortable around them.
I think it's maybe bad that therapy culture has everybody thinking and obsessing about themselves all the time. If u want to get better maybe try focusing on other people and the world and possibility outside of urself...... But Idk
@TheBHentel 2 months is really nun if you know how to cheat. Build a life w the good girl and don’t be bad at cheating. You just go to hell after you die that’s the only downside.