esila 🤎

#edrtwt diary
addicted to chocolate !!
17yo with an-b/p
ifb shedtwt
pro recovery !!

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

this week has been the worst calorifically

[angel @clicknoboyss]

The concept of someone disliking PinkPantheress is very sinister and evil to me

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

or i’m in a plateau

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

my scale said i was 38.1kg yesterday (i was 37.7kg less than a week ago) so i took lax and the scale stayed the same today i haven’t lost anything all week awesomeeee

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

wait it could be because i’ve increased my intake and my body is adjusting

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

@whitemonstur this is so funny

[vee @whitemonstur]

how it feels to be in a plateau

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

breakfast ~ 75 cals

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

i’m so stressed about what to eat knowing i have to eat/drink a bunch of cals tonight ughhhhhhh

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

@daisyyh17 MARVELLOUS CREATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

dinnerrrrr ~212
i need to get back to taking pics for my wieiad </3

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

@anonbutfat will do thank you so much <33

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

i have a party tomorrow should i eat beforehand or wait until the party starts / drink on an empty stomach because i’m really stressing about calories!!

[val♥︎🎀 @nocalsforval]

Just looked in the mirror post binge

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

@fete2lavanille @llawlietswifey i’m scared

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

my steps <3
intake: 726
burned: 251
net: 475

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

@yogurtlover02 aren’t you a youngen 😭✌️

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

i shouldn’t of bought lax now i’m taking them willy nilly oh god

[meli ؛ଓ @melidelicate]

wanting to lower both my steps + intake but anytime I try to do that I freak out and walk more but also walking more makes me eat more

[esila 🤎 @esilacals]

@theonlywayout1s obviously stop if it hurts!! it would be best not to do it at all pls take care x