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personal dairy

[oky @eskdeekd]

1 week clean, I hope this isn’t just a manic episode and I stay this way for a while

[oky @eskdeekd]

i really wish i kill these thoughts before it kills me

[oky @eskdeekd]

i hate the suffocating feeling I get everyday.

[Ellie @subwooferv1]

yearning feels like committing suicide very slowly

[oky @eskdeekd]

i still want a future with you

[oky @eskdeekd]

FAH CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY

[oky @eskdeekd]

I feel to positive today , something is wrong 😭🙏

[℘ @wiltedfile]

tulala ka talaga bigla eh

[oky @eskdeekd]

if all they think i do is pile up my problems and make it theirs, then im just better off dead. maybe if i am, they will appreciate the things I’ve done, maybe if i am, i wouldn’t drag them down , if i am, they wouldn’t suffer the burden of having me in their lives

[oky @eskdeekd]

im not even sure what’s making me stay. Every time that I want to open up to them, they always see it as a time na sumbatin ako. Pero maybe they’re right, all I do is drag them down and make them as miserable as me.

[oky @eskdeekd]

I’m just wasting my life talaga, I’ve been absent and distancing myself to everyone becauseI was too lost battling with myself, on what I am, and what I could’ve been.

[jbolina jolie @pastapilled]

missing someone who doesn't miss me

[oky @eskdeekd]

i hope one day i will be enough, i hope one day i will be someone worth caring for

[oky @eskdeekd]

can’t I ever start a month properly