confessionsofagirl

[weirdo @mainkyunbataon]

all roads lead to abandonment

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how long can you feel like this

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what do I have to do to actually be enough

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everyone always leaves

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so tired of never being enough

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a depressed person with happy moments probably describes it perfectly

[confessionsofagirl @espressodiary]

the longing for the void is always there

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I woke up and cried last night. Like insufferable sobbing

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me vs my mind is the rivalry of a lifetime

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Imagine being so alone that you wake up in the hospital and have no one to call to visit you

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there isn’t a distance far enough to run away from my own loneliness

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I work 80 hours a week and it doesn’t feel like enough. I need the distraction. I need the chaos. I need the forced misery because it will always be better than being left alone in my own mind

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I didn’t find what I was looking for… the problem is I don’t know what it is. Only that I haven’t found it yet

[confessionsofagirl @espressodiary]

sometimes an empty stomach is the best feeling

[Pain Depression & Anxiety @ILLUMINUSNUMBx]

Feeling very sick lately and alone

[confessionsofagirl @espressodiary]

on an international vacation thinking would anyone notice if i killed myself here and never came back

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i hate my body so much I can’t even look in the mirror