Try to rationalize the first time your s/o assaults you & you’ll only remain a solar system of bruises from then on out. Leave. The. Fvcking. Relationship. The first time.
We are in a Satanic system. The only way to succeed here it sell out to Satan. You must betray your own people for your own benefit to succeed. This is the hidden variable that successful people never talk about. Some intellectual honesty please.