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Enthusiast.

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And here I thought being at the monastery was most like a Sartre play.

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The thing is, you can’t drunkenly yell at me (in this case my boss about ice cubes). Only my dad could, and he’s dead.

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@pagan_hoetry This 3-5 am I pulled some tarot cards and then read a bit of Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson

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@itswyliesworld It has helped my roommate quite a bit when other things were not working. Psychiatry is unfortunately lots of trial and error.

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Los Angeles is fine, so many wonderful friends, however it is suffering

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My mom picked me up from the airport in Hilo and I basically crawled out of the car window like a dog, yelling, “I hate the desert!!”

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@itswyliesworld Please read for your rising sign instead

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Haircut very good, I have been humbled.

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I know the economy is bad, but a decent haircut being $130 when I’m gonna walk out of there hating it anyway really pisses me off

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I didn’t move to LA because it’s the best city for me, I moved here so I could say yes to free concert tickets with no notice. Some of my exes might say, “you don’t even like concerts.” Well I’m not gonna let my autism get in the way of seeing lady Gaga, now am I?

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Like that’s a day’s pay for me, what are we fucking doing

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I know the economy is bad, but a decent haircut being $130 when I’m gonna walk out of there hating it anyway really pisses me off

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In light of having to serve 50 couples tonight I need someone to fall in love with me

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@pagan_hoetry "Samsara cycle about nothing" about to go platinum in my house

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@itswyliesworld Just wanna add to the gallery of people agreeing with me—this is fucking crazy

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@pagan_hoetry sorry

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Thanks heated rivalry

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At the point of touch starved I need my gay porn to be romantic—boys I need an air of romance behind all the sucking fucking plz thank you

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― Audre Lorde, A Burst of Light

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@itswyliesworld Most people I know who do it are lesbians

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Gender wrong then, gender wrong now, gender is a secret third thing I’m waiting to be revealed to me in a dream/on drugs

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For a party I wore a dress and went as “ghost of Tate past” and it gave me so much psychological-we-live-in-a matrix damage I’m concluding it’s why I got a migraine and not because of all the tecate’s and ongoing chronic pain I’ve been enduring in this hellscape

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“Oh, so you were a beautiful girl” so you think I’m beautiful