sungwoon ig story update
🐥 hyung
did you get on the subway safely?
ah… hyung why did cry earlier
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☁️ im still crying im just so thankful
☁️ i got on the train safely
☁️ hyung also had times when i felt lonely and had a really hard time too. thinking about those moments—
all my life as a panwinkie, it has always been guanlin who gives "more". but i believe that jihoon has his own little ways of showing his love for guanlin, and this is one of best examples that he loves his dongsaeng more than anyone else, more than anyone can ever imagine 😭
😭😭😭 "hyungs! since i'm doing well now, so please don't worry about me and good luck on filming wanna one. everyone, please be happy! i love you *giggling while doing heart finger*" "is it like this?" 😭😭😭😭
When Jinyoung was asked how he felt seeing Guanlin again, he first said, “I was sad”… but as the members kept nudging him to say more, he opened up, saying all the emotions came rushing in at once—and that he regrets not looking after him more back then🥺
#배진영#BAEJINYOUNG
Ong Seongwu was crying so hard when he watched Kuanlin's video mssg. He couldn't help feeling empathy, guilty, and regret a lot😭 as kuanlin was one of Onge's closest dongsaeng🥺
but we can see Onge tried to make up his mind, do better, &take care more for him from a far, best🫶
I think the emotions that hit the Wanna One members hardest stem from realizing that, while they assumed Guanlin was doing well on the other side of the world, they had not considered the immense solitude of his new journey. Starting a brand new career as a director in China after retiring from the public eye meant pursuing his dreams entirely alone, away from his home and family.
The realization that Guanlin has held his memories of Wanna One so close to his heart all this time, despite the briefness of that era, even after stepping away from the limelight and how the members still believed that a reunion would be possible whenever they all wanted it.
And it wasn't until hearing Guanlin's inner thoughts and understanding just how difficult his decision to retire was that it forced them to confront the reality of how hard it would be for him to ever appear on television with them again as whole...
and this is the same boy that started i-land with only 9 months as a trainee, said he knew his skills weren’t comparable to the others and didn’t try to take any of the good parts. jake is truly the icon of growth because look at him now. he is everything an idol would hope to be
ill never forgive those ppl for saying he was ungrateful for debuting or that he hated w1, when he always did his best to show up—even after announcing his retirement. he went through so much, & we respect his decision. i hope he knows that w1 & wannables are proud of him 🥺💚