─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣

— this life im living, what is it worth? id like to pack up all my cares and leave this earth. | 🚩 proceed with caution, / triggering content.

[cuckold jones @cuckcat]

ever since i was little i knew something was wrong with me

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

existence is so annoying, I can’t bothered with it, it’s so boring and there’s nothing good to it, complete waste of time and all it provides is endless suffering, all roads lead to suffering one way or another, I’m too tired to exist I want to sleep and never deal with existence

[A @andres_pinot]

el concepto de extrañar una amistad que no quieres de vuelta

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

conclusion that I’m a “poser” (nobody has yet, I’ve just seen it happen to others and I’m a paranoid person) but auhh hopefully that js won’t happen. the reason I go by “dead” and use him as my profile is due to my own identity/mh issues, not bc I’m one of those crazy mayhem fans

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

always scared that metal fans r gonna harass me for liking mayhem/wearing their merch. I know a lot associate it with “poser behaviour”, and I don’t really help my case by being called dead… though most of everything else I listen to is dsbm and I do know many “underground” (+)

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

cause it sounds the best in my opinion but that’s only my preference. anyway, ya this has been siting on my mind for a while..it probably will for a while, some fans can be a bit rude but with a glance at my appearance/online etc, I do get why some would jump to the (+)

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

parents are at it again can my dad shut the fuck up and stop being a little bitch and mom stop rage baiting him both of you shut the fuck up but especially my dad bc he’s just spewing random bullshit

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

rlly struggling with hygiene again past few weeks hhhhh

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

#slittwt hope my editover is good enough …don’t want to be consumed by X.

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

gonna edit all my saved cuts and post them in a single post bc I’m bored n why not

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

gonna edit all my saved cuts and post them in a single post bc I’m bored n why not

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

@jesstw69 you have cool aura, moot me

[Ghost_Girl 👻 @Chantsie93]

Satanic (2016)

[a @li7xxd]

ネッ友居るやつは全然いい方だからな
ガチの陰キャはネットにも友達居ないから

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

im so pathetic i need to be alone but i hate being alone but i hate being with people too

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

I’m so looking forward to starving when I’m back, it’s been a while since I have, but it feels right, destroying myself generally feels right, wether that’s cutting, feeling miserable, not eating, not sleeping, taking pills etc it all just feels right

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

“Why am I always broke”

[loafing @fwloner_]

me totally.

[─── ❝ 𝔇𝔢𝔞𝔡 ❞ 𐕣 @eternally_deadd]

no WiFi, weather bad so can’t go anywhere, pure boredom, I’d have more fun shooting myself, I like daydreaming about it a lot. I did some research on the sensation a few days ago, people say it doesn’t hurt but feels like pressure ? sounds interesting