‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

dissolve me in your gaze / i don't want to let you go

[— Ivan @theb1acks0rr0w]

˗ˏˋ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑒, 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓍𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊
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★ New to Ivan
★ 18+
★ Multi-ship
★ Dark | Mature themes

˗ˏˋ #Alienstagerp | #PhantomsPuppeteering ˎˊ˗

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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against ivans back . around his neck sat the same collar that ivan would often unclasp in the dark of those awful nights . he hums softly ˎ ichor stains long gone .

“ you're afraid . ”
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[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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and just like that ˎ hallucination of the day till died disappears ˎ only to reappear in a different form . adorned in the same ragged white outfit they wore in the garden ˎ the ghost of what used to be rests his head
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[‧₊˚ 𝐁𝗹𝖆𝖈𝐤 𝐒𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝐰 .ᐟ.ᐟ @parasiteswoe]

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in reality, ivan's simply sitting on his bed, staring into nothing. no blood is on his skin. no pretty man trying to choke air from him. . . . he's all alone with his thoughts.

a nod, agreeing with tills words ➷

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

⠀ ⠀
lips to opposites ear and then down to his neck ˎ leaving a trail of blood after each gesture.

“ you're no good to them alive. you're no good to anyone. ”
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[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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crimson ichor stains lips as deceased leans in closer. chilled fingertips dig into the surface of ivans neck as the air only grew darker the more parasite slipped into his grief. hallucination of former private paradise presses
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[‧₊˚ 𝐁𝗹𝖆𝖈𝐤 𝐒𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝐰 .ᐟ.ᐟ @parasiteswoe]

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" . . . . . "

it's true, every word this till says comes from deep within himself. every bad thought. every bad feeling. they all wound up in this beautiful creature.

he lets that hand choke him.

➷

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

https://t.co/cX13eIv9xg the self hatred and grief ivan feels would take form as the hallucination of till. guys pls write it with me.

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

https://t.co/cX13eIvHmO and my desire to write hallucination till

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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slowly taking my leave.
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[mорозов ┈─ 🩸 @INPAR4TISE]

eh— uhm.

☺️💧*

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

😰

[mорозов ┈─ 🩸 @INPAR4TISE]

i fucking love when he wears his hair like that. 🔥

[no labels, just fish☕🥞 @scarazzn]

i miss you everyday blink gone till

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

https://t.co/cX13eIvHmO and my desire to write hallucination till

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

https://t.co/cX13eIvHmO thinking of the self loathing ivan would feel if he was the one to survive r6 instead .....

[✮`,— Felix @xYongbokx]

‍
Christopher 'Bang Chan'

28. Producer. Song Writer. Dancer. Rapper. Singer. Leader.

‍

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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“ leave them. before you cause them to burn just as you did me. ”

hallucination of what once was squeezes the throat of surviving contestant — though not enough to be fatal as the harsh touch doesn't exist outside of ivans mind.

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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attempt to touch is futile as ivans hands seem to go through him. a grin curves into visage of the deceased. ghostly fingers travel along opposite body before circling around throat.

“ you are serving the rebellion no purpose. ”
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[‧₊˚ 𝐁𝗹𝖆𝖈𝐤 𝐒𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝐰 .ᐟ.ᐟ @parasiteswoe]

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he tries to reach over, grip at the image of his dead love.

" you were never meant to die. "

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

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⠀ ⠀⠀⊹ ⠀ @sorrowswoe
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[𝓝ari @naristyping]

️️ ️ ️️
️️ ️ ️️
️️ #ocrp x #mvrp

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

@sorrowswoe \ i have to drive two hours then i will be free 😊

[‧₊˚ 𝑅𝑂𝑂𝐾𝐼𝐸 .ᐟ.ᐟ @eternalsembrace]

https://t.co/cX13eIv9xg my WIFE 💞