in my home country having to restrict intake bc half my intake is the sheer amount of oil everyone uses in the food. insane. literally cutting my volume in half completely. i can’t even fathom how much oil my food is soaked in.
anyway just venting bc i said i was back on here like last week but haven’t been on here since. i just find most of the posts boring and im not as immersed into as i used to be. i am still in mental anguish each day but its just different these days. idrk how to explain.
haven’t been able to eat at home in peace for years. my brother is so over bearing, always has been. he’s always made a point to talk about calorie content, protein, how greasy it is or how healthy it is. i’ve told him many times im not on a fucking diet and to stop monitoring me
but he doesn’t give a fuck. he still jump scares me everytime in the kitchen “WATCHA DOIN?” literally nothing bro. trying to make myself a meal in peace. is that okay? or do you need updates on my every fucking move? i don’t know why he needs to be so involved. he needs to gal.
fatphobic thoughts don’t equate to fatphobic comments / posts / responses.
i think if you have a restrictive ED you are bound to have fatphobic thoughts but it becomes problematic when you go out of your way to actually make those comments/posts or shame others for being overweight.
everyone saying victoria parks has this random gorgeous glow lately that they can’t place where it’s from or why…… is it clear to me only??? she’s obviously lost weight ….. lmao.