people and after about a year you start realising she's slowly growing out of this friendship and now you're kinda just mourning what you had - friendship or not
The fucked up part is that it wasnt even unrealistic things, it was the type of things everyone has and takes for granted. Like "I wish i had a voice" (to speak up to someone about what was going on) "I wish i had loving parents" "i wish I had someone to talk to" and so on.
No I'm not saying try to keep your head still-I'm saying that I'm less thorough when touching up my glasses if I know I'll be sitting still at my computer versus say if I'm going out. You may be surprised what can become virtually invisible when it's close enough to your eyes!
HEere we go, first time posting anything. Giving some pre context: I (19M) had a my first serious relationship when I was 17 and I only lasted 4-5 months, where my ex just broke up with me, out of nowhere and didn't even bother lyingmocionally dependent, ig? Post depression