𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝒾 ⠀⠀dıd ⠀⠀noᴛ ⠀⠀𝐟͟𝐚͟𝐥͟𝐥⠀ ⠀from⠀ ⠀𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖊⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ı⠀⠀⠀𝐥͟𝐞͟𝐩͟𝐭⠀ ⠀⠀ ᴛo ⠀⠀ ──── ⠀⠀𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖊𝖉𝖔𝖒⠀ ⠀

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏

[ً. @abhorarchive]

i think i am scared. i have fought monsters, but i do not want to face my father.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏

[۟ @godsfell]

and i feel her inside of my wrists and at the backs of my eyes.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

ᅟ @OUTOFWAVES

[𓉸ྀི ˘ 𝓎𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 ʾʿ ໒꒱ ۪۪ ྀ @hitoguiuta]

you mean so much to me ，i hope you don’t forget that.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏

[ً. @abhorarchive]

ugly angels spoke to me. the blame, i heard them say, was mine.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏

[ꨄ @lostaffections]

she's calling out to me. i can feel it.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏

[ً @holyaches]

who's the real you? the person who did something awful， or the one who's horrified by the awful thing you did? is one part of you allowed to forgive the other?

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

ᅟ @feuerfirez

[darling、 dearest . @rebloomng]

the only peace i have ever known is the peace i made with you.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏

[۟ @godsfell]

do not pray anymore; the sky is deaf.

[ᝰ ⁎ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐑. @feuerfirez]

⠀⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀⠀

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

ᅟ @feuerfirez

[ُ @grnte]

i’d follow her into the fire if she asked.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

[࣪ ⟢˘ ᅟ 𝖔͟de ᅟ to ᅟ the ᅟ ‍𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬. ‍ ‍ᅟ @godabhor]

the pain will remind us of each other． when we meet later， if there is a later， we will recognize each other by it．

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

[ُ @grnte]

the land knows who sinned first.

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

[࣪ ⟢˘ ᅟ 𝖔͟de ᅟ to ᅟ the ᅟ ‍𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬. ‍ ‍ᅟ @godabhor]

i cannot seem to contort myself back into the shape of a dutiful child， i am coming unraveled， i am coming undone．

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

mom, i'll be quiet
it would be just to sleep at night
and i'll leave once i figure out
how to pay for my own life too

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

ᅟ @pricklyfae

[ً @holyaches]

you're my best friend that i'll never not be in love with.

[ᝰ ⁎ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐑. @feuerfirez]

⠀⠀⠀

⠀⠀⠀ıt's not αn αct of love
⠀⠀⠀ ıf ⠀чou ⠀𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 ⠀𝒉𝒆𝒓.

⠀⠀⠀

[𝖌𝖚𝖎𝖑𝖙𝐲 𝖆𝖘 𝖘𝖎𝖓 @ethervane]

ᅟ

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

i guess, i guess
i guess, this is the end
i'll have to learn to be somebody else