sweet lullaby 💕🎶

[TW] I lowkey [highkey] try to die

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

fellas, its time for me to either get my life together in literally the next two seconds or im gonna die

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

I had some soup with ~200cal ugh but its the only thing i had in 4 days so i thinks its not bad?? im still going to get my 100H fast completed, this was like a late half time meal lol

[athy! ✮ @kcaIorie]

irls: “i care about you!”

also irls: *behaves in ways that shows that they obviously dont give a shit about your well-being*

[borderline diaries @codeinebvby]

“its all in your head” well no fucking shit sherlock its a mental illness where’d u expect it to be, my fucking toes????

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

i have the feeling today is the day where i get my shit together, LETS HOPE

[emily @depressed_yall]

is it weird that I want to be thin enough for people to realize that I have a problem, but I don’t want them to do anything/make me do anything about it?

[kya @softsadsatan]

how is that i like boys and girls but not a single boy or girl likes me...... kinda hurts but ok

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

im fucking finally loosing weight again after weeks of maintaining it and ah god im smiling, im so happy.

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

i boight a pair of pants in h&m some weeks ago in my regular size but like h&m changed their sizes again and it didn’t fit me. i had a whole mental breakdown and cried and just literally wanted to die on the spot. but i needed pants so i bought some online.

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

i bought them in my regular size again and jeans one size bigger. the pants are starting to be too big and the jeans are literally falling down on me and u don’t believe how happy that makes me like its finally starting again.

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

can my legs stop shaking??? im not cold nothing im just trying to sleep wth man

[sweet lullaby 💕🎶 @eunbisbae]

dyed my hair dark again (actually an accident but i like it!) and i we hit half time!! i once dont feel like a total failure, YES