I found out, when a queen bee gets "Pregnant" they gain weight. Eventually the bees have to move to a new hive but the queen bee is too fat to fly. So, the worker bees chase her around the hive and make her lose weight.
The worker bees chase the fat queen
They're chubby chasers
Im sorry to those i have hurt, my actions cannot be reversed in the slightest. I want to change and im going to work on it for the betterment of those still around me. This situation was the wake up call i needed to finally just go fucking do something.