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he/they/she | 26 | BUCK-TICK!! | 愛しましょう、狂いましょう、お前は自由

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my partner and i WILL be wearing all my B-T merch to the show btw

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haven't tweeted in forever but i need y'all to know PIG is performing at a venue in my neighbourhood and i got tickets so soon i will have seen 3 member of Schwein live and that is closer than i will ever get to seeing Schwein live... i wish i saw Schwein live.

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@shiibshe as someone with severe cat allergies and asthma (allergic reactions can kill me) who has never gone more than 3 months of my life without a cat, you build up immunity to your own cats and mostly stop reacting to them unless you get scratched, scratches always swell and itch..

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rest easy shinya </3

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just coming to say, 63% of the music i listened to this year was b-t 👍🏻 5 years in a row of them being my most listened to artist

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@Kuruisou_da brutal 😭😭😭 grief is a horrific thing

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mental breakdown on main over loml sakurai atsushi... just another day!

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@Kuruisou_da fr 😭 it's the way i was having brekdowns over him before he passed too so it's just been like 6 years being mentally ill over a man and having my lil weekly breakdowns

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cried on my birthday at the thought that i keep getting older but atsushi will always be 57.

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absolutely insane how a man who is 33 years older than me, lived on the opposite side of the planet, and spoke a completely different language than me, is literally both the best and worst thing to ever happen to me.

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plagued with thoughts of him.... a blessing and curse at the same time. always smiling and reminiscing, but also constantly on the verge of tears.

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sorry to be depressed on main but i miss atsushi desperately.

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@lecielovs not only do you have a type, we have the same type... i was a biiiig jimin stan in highschool.

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@lecielovs kirameki no naka de... always gets me to shake ass for some reason

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@higetsushi sometimes you just don't get used to it.. i've been waking up at 8am for my 9-5 for 3 years now and i still feel like trash every morning no matter how much sleep i get, and honestly i should be waking up at like 7am so i can actually have time to make a nice breakfast but i cant

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@maggotsrcute it's always the ones who hate it that fall for it, i am the same lmfao but mines only 10g bc it was pierced wrong and partially through cartilage so it can't stretch anymore 😭😭

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@liyahburger honestly recording or taking pics is so incredibly annoying, but it's not nearly as bad as people actively posting to socials or just scrolling feeds. i can't imagine paying so much money to go somewhere only for the posts, or to just scroll on your phone like you do at home 😭

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didn't realize just how much i appreciate that phones are banned at concerts in japan until the guy in front of me was snapchating the entire time and i saw his dweeb teen friends send him shirtless selfies, or the man beside me start scrolling his insta feed mid cherry waves..

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@7inecstacy the way people didnt even get up in the stands... like who tf sits for a deftones show???

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deftones got such a lackluster reaction from toronto im kinda disappointed... they were incredible live, chino's vocals are amazing! hope i can see them again soon at a smaller venue

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@yyxylov it's truly life changing because now i notice phones so much more and it's so annoying, but it's also really nice to not even think about the urge to get my phone out and i just enjoy everything in the moment which always ends out being way better

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50,000 people in a stadium is too many lmfao i don't think i like concerts at venues with over 20,000 capacity