I do miss him and I wish I could only remember the beautiful memories with him. I wish I could erase the painful ones that still trigger me to this day.
Lost my dad last April. I wanted one proper family photo because since January, I kept dreaming about losing him. I asked him to come back but he said he couldn’t make it. I stayed quiet and didn’t force it. That silence became my regret.
The day he died, I had just finished showering. My husband answered the FaceTime call and I saw my dad’s lifeless body. I didn’t cry. I wasn’t shocked. I felt nothing at that moment. We rushed to see him one last time. When I left after the funeral, I cried so hard.
I said to my husband i think im about to get mental. Firstly, I really wanna dye my hair purple. Then, He said, “you can dye your hair whatever color you want but never go mental”.
Bukan semua orang have same selera. Kalau orang tu tak suka makan celery so kalau tak letak tak boleh masak ke recipe tu?! Sebab tu orang choose to masak. They can add or reduce any ingredient as per their preferences.