The trauma of abandonment is so cruel because no matter how much I'm with someone amazing, even a beautiful friendship, I can only keep thinking that they're going to get tired of me at any moment, it's like I have to live on alert all the time and can't enjoy anything properly
i think luke can tell when the attention isn’t on him and fixes that immediately bc why do i see so many videos of people trying to take videos of the other boys then here comes big foot
im disordered but i dont think i *have* a disorder if that makes sense. like i dont think i fit the criteria for any specific ed but i have disordered thoughts and behaviours around food and my body.
SEE IT UR FACE SEE IT IN UR EYES ‼️‼️PUTTING UP UR HAIR WHILE IM TRYNA DRIVE (woah) ‼️‼️ TRYING NOT TO STARE OR WE’RE GONNA DIE ‼️‼️ U LEAN IN TO KISS MY NECK
Getting addicted to smoking is cool because for the rest of your life no matter what situation you find yourself in, you’ll always have the thought that a cigarette would make it better.
“im a top” “im a bottom” well i wanna have fun i wanna get high i wanna get drunk when ya gonna grow up i wanna do drugs i wanna make love i wanna get fucked