She/Her 🦄🎶🏳️🌈 Bangtan ⑦ 💜 Hobi biased 💜 ARMY since 10/22, '85 liner, no solos/victimizers/mantis 😌 Costs You Nothing To Be Kind 💜 @evanvrmnd on bluesky
I have anticipated @BTS_twt comeback so much over the last 3 and a half years that it’s difficult to fathom everything that’s happening right now is real. I stayed. Actually, I joined, bc I found BTS in 10/22. It’s been a wild ride. I’m here, for whatever comes next. Apobangpo 💜
OMG!!! The Min Yoongi Treatment Center is opening a new initiative using basketball to help children at their center through a new program!!!
Severance Hospital is launching a new program that will use the sport to help children with Autism through the support of SUGA, who is an NBA Ambassador!!! this is BEAUTIFUL!!!
I need time to properly write what happened in Brussels D2, but I still want to share what I can for now
I became ARMY with ON, after I crisis-bonded with the Tannies during a continental move that almost broke my body & my mind. This was also at the start of the pandemic
So when the opening lines of ON began, something in me broke
Tears flowed down my face. It was the first time I had really cried during a BTS concert. I was thankful people around me could not fully hear my open sobs beneath the roar of our singing
Then they continued with For Youth & the tears shifted. They were no longer only mine
The song carried the tears we shed after that FESTA dinner, the tears during those years apart & the tears of watching this whole f—king world continue to unravel, including in the very countries I once called home
It was as if their 흥 (heung) the spark of joy, rhythm, playfulness & excitement, had loosened something in my 한 (han). And for a moment, we rose into 신명 (shinmyeong) that ecstatic release when grief, rhythm, body & collective feeling become something larger
Their ments confirmed that I was not alone in this feeling
With Please & Into the Sun, I cried again as I remembered what it took me to get here. My own Amazing Race. The cancellations, the misdirections, the almost-not-making-it over & over again as I navigated through 3 countries over 24 hours
How I painfully looked into the sun for the first half of each show & knew I would do it again
And again
“I’ll follow you into the sun, into the sun”
I ugly-cried & sang because this was a catharsis, a kind of liberation I seldom experienced
Afterwards, I wondered if I had imagined it all
Then, while standing in a metro line, I saw people with soundcheck lanyards around their necks & asked them about their experience
They told me that they & the people around them began weeping during For Youth
I became ARMY with ON
I held on with For Youth
And with Into the Sun, I reaffirm that home
mnijungkook on instagram:
🐰: why am i tearing up listening to old songs?
🐰: really shined back then, didn’t we? it’s such a precious feeling… ARMY, thank you so much hah