Ev ✨

welcome to the maetrix coven✨ she/her and spooky obsessed✨ @DeadByBHVR lover✨ [email protected] ✨

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

10.16.2022 🤍✨

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

If anyone is curious as to why I quit streaming and pretty much playing DBD… my second game tonight a ✨lovely✨ killer named Siimpkiller played the alien, where they got on fours and pretended to fuck my character while I was down for almost a minute. This is exhausting.

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@egghamm_ Literally and I’d do it again anytime 🖤

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

I don’t come on here really anymore but let’s make one thing crystal fucking clear. You fuck with my friends, you fuck with me. No matter if we talk every day or once every three months, you were in my life for a reason and you’re my friend & I will fight. OH BB WILL I FIGHT.

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@lexy_ttv @bluerainni I’m obsessed with you both.

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@ArtfulMarcelle Okay! I’m gonna have to see if I can figure that one out!!! Thank you! 😍

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

OKAY SO I have a really cool idea for some TikTok videos… but I have no idea how to edit them.
Friends what do you use / who can give me a crash course in making TikToks?

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@egghamm_ I regret not spending the money earlier TBH. You were 30000% right. I am deeply sorry for not listening 🫡

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

Started watching Ted Lasso. Quickly realized…
I am married to Ted Lasso.

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

So my friend got COVID… I will not be going to the Maneskin concert in NYC @ MSG (Thursday). I have three tickets for sale, face value of 110. Please, if you wanna go they seem like they are the cheapest on Ticketmaster right now. 🤪🙃

@maneskin_ticket

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Incredible

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ALSO ALSO, I never claimed to be hot. I think I’m quite ugly tbh but don’t rate someone who just accidentally popped in. That’s all.

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

Just scrolling lives on TikTok and popped on this dude was rating women’s profile pictures and as I scrolled in, he welcomed me as my name appeared… and gave me a six.

Fucking RICH coming from an asshole with a bowl cut.

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

@ahappybri PS MISS YOU

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

@ahappybri Like, sir. I know you cut your hair yourself and your doing your live in your car so you don’t wake up you’re parents but like, have you ever seen a woman?

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

I feel worthless. Like who fucking cares ya know? Anyways, its been hard and tonight just made it worse so idk I just needed to say idk if / when I’ll be back to this app but I do love you all. 🤍

[Ev ✨ @evelynmaetrix]

I know I’ve been of twitter for a bit but life has been extra hard and I couldn’t deal with the mental void that this place can become. To list a few things… in Jan I quit my full time job because of harassment. I didn’t work for almost two months. (cont)

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One of those bosses actually wrote horrible things about me in a text that I saw. The other happened just today and the actor was a huge name and a really big opportunity… just gone. I can’t help but feel so lost. I feel like no one likes me and at this point