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stream of conscious love/hate letter to forward progress

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this is me putting myself out there digitally

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If im gonna be stuck in the house I have to at least put myself out there digitally

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@spiderfoods I had a good run

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having 0 followers and posting whatever I want into the void is the most free I’ve felt in months.

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@skooookum you don’t just have your backpack u have your loyal x followers posting our psychobabble into the universe 🫶🏼

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@spiderfoods @elysianenchant both 🤝🏻

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@vicariious @sighswoon are u well

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I think the lie I’m trying to unravel in my late 20’s is the idea that a certain amount of success would let me transcend belonging to a time & place.
That is - my yes’s wouldn’t be at the cost of any no’s. I could have everything, everywhere, all at once

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when is enough, enough? life is happening rn

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noodling on contentment:

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I have my best friends in the same city as me but I’m afraid to drift apart as the inevitable march of jobs, weddings, babies accelerates.

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i have the boyfriend I love but too much mental space is taken up by worrying he’ll grow bored/move on/move back.

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My parents are healthy & own a house & have the funded 401k but I’m angsty about when they won’t be healthy in their 50’s

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getting a journal with too big of pages is self defeating

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instead of reddit-ing my life desires and anxieties gonna try prayer

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@anuatluru this thread made something click for me about getting off my ass. thx homie

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I love it when my parents double text

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choosing to believe that the picture that just fell off the wall is on my side.

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@sighswoon god I hope so