v annoyed at myself for forgetting that I washed my sheets and therefore had to put it back on however, v thankful for the me who got to climb into bed straight after a shower to clean sheets. <3
and I hope that not even for one split second today, did the loser that helped create my baby stopped and thought about them today. I hope he rots and lives with his guilt every single day for the rest of his life
like i’m close to the girls I work with and we go to pilates??? and today we were talking about going to melb and just for the first time in a long time I feel very happy and content
thinking about how different things are compared to the beginning of the year. I have great friends, a great job, studying and I genuinely love it, I live with my best friend in a house neither of us feel anxious in. January Aiz would not believe September Aiz
We had Poppy girls service today. Feeling so heavy and drained. My sister and I have spent the past week trying to make sure our parents don’t completely fall apart.
I gave her my grinchy so she has something from me to cuddle, forever.
Love you sweet girl.
Change is absolutely terrifying. I emailed my boss that I am cutting back on my hours at my job to start my transition out of the workplace and I’m currently crying because what the fuck. This has been my life for 4 years and it’s for the genuine best but like. My kids. 💔