@brujabitchh Lmao literally so sorry cuz yeah it has not been rainbows and daisies๐ญ anxiety is ๐ but Iโve been really good at pretending :-)
- sag sun/rising/mercury
the solar eclipse in leo is for the ones that don't want to impress others anymore because they know external validation is a trap. for the ones wanting to shine on their own terms, ready to embrace how amazing and unique they are. for the passionate hearts and brave ones.
When I see any intuitive/tarot/astrologer(etc) account using AI, all credibility goes out the window
Like, all your posts and readings probably made and created using AI and thatโs some lazy hoe bullshit lmao
if a situation like a relationship, a job, or a friendship is not for you, you will usually feel the resistance before you can explain it.
and this is where we get confused, because resistance can feel a lot like excitement. your heart starts racing. you can't settle. you're thinking about it constantly. there's this pull toward it, but you don't actually feel at peace with it. and because most people associate intensity with desire, they assume that feeling must mean we want it. sometimes it doesn't.
sometimes your nervous system is responding to something your conscious mind hasn't caught up to yet. alignment doesn't feel like butterflies and fireworks. alignment feels surprisingly quiet. you can breathe. you don't have to chase it, convince yourself, perform for it, or constantly wonder where you stand.
there's a difference between something stretching you and something draining you. there's a difference between being nervous because you're stepping into something new and feeling resistance because you're trying to step into something that isn't yours.
and I think we spend way too much time trying to override that distinction. we call the anxiety excitement. we call the resistance a challenge. we call the lack of peace โjust being scared.โ we call forcing something โbeing committed.โ or loyalty.
when your body is really saying, this isn't where you're meant to go. your mind can make a thousand arguments for why something should work. but alignment has a way of revealing itself through how you feel when you're actually living inside the situation.
I say it all the time and I will continue to say it...you don't have to force what is meant for you to fit. you don't have to abandon yourself to keep something. you don't have to keep walking through a door just because you already spent so much time trying to open it.
pay attention to what your energy does around people, places, opportunities, and relationships. notice where you expand. notice where you contract. notice where you feel like yourself and where you start performing, overthinking, shrinking, chasing, or second-guessing everything.
your body isn't always giving you the full answer, but it is giving you information.
AND the most spiritual thing you can do is stop asking for another sign and actually listen to the one you've been feeling the whole time.