woke up from my surgery and im so swollen that i can’t tell a difference yet. anyways im taking a month long break from restricting bc my body is healing and it cant do that properly if im more malnourished than i am naturally guys PLEASEEEE never restrict after an operation <3
my aunt is down the hall talking shit about my mom lol stfu only i can do that she doesn’t know what it’s like to be her daughter fuck i hate this woman she just old mean and divorced
stuck in the house with my mean ass aunt who has undiagnosed ocd and makes it everyone’s problem like please talk to a professional being this irritable and angry isn’t healthy especially for someone your age
i lowkey hope this bitch dies she makes me feel terrible horrible and every other negative emotion that exists I hope she’s ends up in a shitty nursing home where she’s does from neglect omfggggg
my aunt is saying that bc i told her i was an adult when i got my piercings,,,,i should suck it up and be okay with babysitting kids that aren’t mine???? how tf did we get here???
tbh im scared to turn 21 next year bc im predisposed to developing addictions and my life is so bleak that i can already see myself turning to drinking just to feel better but i also kinda want to know what it’s like to drink
just thought about and i highkey don’t like myself either so we’re twinning if you think abt it,,,,im such a loser lmao what am i gonna do with my life😭
not only that but she’s also been talking abt how the only reason why i wanted to come back to this state was to get my boobs done (aka the expensive reduction that was deemed medically necessary and covered by my insurance) i highkey think this woman doesn’t like me