Ryan Farrell (roleplay)

𝑩𝒆𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒔𝒆𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒅𝒆𝒏. This is a roleplay account.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

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of @littlcpanda

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[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma "You should believe... And I don't know if you will still love me if you know how bad I am now." The only one Ryan would never want to lie to is Jack. So he thought he would just tell him everything about him.

"Will you?"

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

Walks alone through the snow when his brothers were asleep in the middle of the night outside their hotel where they were having vacation at, he made his way to the forest, feeling fascinated by the view.

@GlacialEnigma

[𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 @IndulgentRebel]

Happy Valentine's Day, my adorable (little) panda @littlcpanda/@evilprotege!

I love you sooo very much, Ryan!
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma He shook his head, smiling. "No, I'm not... that sweet boy anymore. I'm a bad boy now... if only you knew... But, I'll be good for you?" He smiled, kissing his cheeks.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma "You have?" He smiled, liking what he just heard. His eyes never looked away, still gazing at his love.

"And you've never changed. Still so handsome... even more handsome..."

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma "Well I am still here and holding you, aren't I?" He smiled, hand softly caressing Jack's cheek then moving down to rest on his waist, rubbing softly.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma He smiled when Jack returned his kiss on the cheek. Oh how pure, soft, and innocent their intimacy was. "Let's just be optimistic that Chris can help."

He nodded, hugging him a little tighter. "I agree with that. What do you wanna do?"

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma "And I don't think I can live without you, too. After years I found you again? There's no way I will let you go." He kissed his cheek softly.

"I can ask Chris to do his magic, maybe he can help us."

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma "I'm glad you think so." The young man grinned, wanted to have this moment for as long as they could.

"You'll stay with me, right?"

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn + child anymore, so stop making excuses and just leave me alone if you don't want me."

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

Ryan blinked when he suddenly couldn't move. He tried to look away not to meet Parker's gaze when he approached.

"I am not yours." Still, he was being very stubborn.

[𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄, 𝐌.𝐃. @AtrociousSpawn]

[[Narrowing his copper discs and with a sly grin claiming his pallid verges, Parker snaps his slender fingers to make Ryan stay in his place. Then, he slowly approaches the young male, whispering into his ear.]]

You keep forgetting that I've had you all helpless before, Ryan.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn He stood still, stuck because Parker blocked his way again. But those words coming out from his was meaningless in Ryan's ears now. He was far heartbrokened, and disappointed to tolerate whatever Parker would say.

"It was back then. I was a child. Fine. But now I am not a +

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma After a while, he would slowly break the kiss, but keeping his lips close to the other's to give him small pecks.

"Wow." He smiled, feeling amazing.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn + believe he let himself talking to Parker, to express his feelings and all. He felt so embarrassed. He felt so heartbroken.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn Ryan didn't like it. He didn't like Parker's response. At all. How could he raise his hope up high to let him know that Parker remembered everything, only to slam him down to the ground?

"I hate you." He could only say that before turning around and walking away. He couldn't +

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma When their lips met, Ryan feeling butterflies as well. So that was how it feels to kiss someone. And it seemed no training needed when you kissed the right person, so his lips instinctively softly moving against Jack's.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma Getting the nod, Ryan smiled. He had never kissed anyone before. But he really really wanted to kiss Jack. So, slowly, he leaned in, and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn + Like how his brother was with Chris. It was just innocent thoughts. But then the feeling grew the more Ryan was growing up.

Listened to those words, Ryan looked away. "They can't tell me what I should or not should do. I'm a big boy now."

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn Ryan was trying to read Parker's expression. He seemed to remember it all, which brought such a satisfied feeling inside of him.

Of course when he was a kid he didn't understand about adults and their dirty sins. He just found Parker so kind and he wanted to be with Parker. +

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@GlacialEnigma He looked back into Jack's eyes, staying silent for a moment and just stared at his love.

"Can I... Can I kiss you?" He asked carefully.

[Ryan Farrell (roleplay) @evilprotege]

@AtrociousSpawn "Because you're my first love!" Did he really need to say that? Didn't Parker know that by himself without having to wait for Ryan's answer? Did he forget those times when they first met? The plushie and all?

[𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 @IndulgentRebel]

Rare footage of @littlcpanda/@evilprotege and me cuddling.