I'm grateful for the time I have to read again. And grateful to the authors who pour their heart and soul into their work to deliver such inspiring words when we need them most. ππΌ
I feel like my character is being tested rn and I don't think it matters so much how I react myself but rather how I treat people who might be pushing my buttons... ya know what I mean? π€¨ Wth
Me: I don't really want to model anymore.
Also me: *photog hits me up after I repost their work* π
Photog: ππ»ββοΈ Wanna shoot some time?
Me: *sweatin* No. But what's your, uhh, concept? Are we talking bnw? Studio or outdoors? What should I wear?
One of the first Q's people ask when I tell them what happened is: what are you gonna do? I jokingly tell them, "Not scrub dunnies." True. And I always have backup plans. But I also just lost my little security blanket and suddenly I have to fend for myself again. Again AGAIN.ugh
Anxiety is dipping in and out since finding out about job loss. Haven't felt that in months.
Even the idea of sleeping in is preposterous. Thought I'd be keen to have more time to write and take photos, but no. It's apparently triggered anxiety from time living abroad. Awesome.π
@RidleysBigMouth Lived abroad for 4 years and had my own business before that. Current employer had terrible management. Thus no references. I could get a character reference, but really why even bother at that point. π€
The key to the cleaning cupboard snapped off in the lock a couple of days ago. So I'm having to haul my supplies around the warehouse and sweep the carpets because I have no cart and no vacuum. ππ» Good lord. I hope I pass this test.
The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt β Songs of the Past may be coming in 2027, but you can adorn your screens with the official reveal art wallpaper right now! π
Head down this path to the Wallpapers section to find a variety of available sizes: https://t.co/9spuFURupl
π€πΌ Not sure if I'm losing my job or not... Maybe I'm not destined to scrub dunnies. Huh.
Might have to chase one of several passions I have instead. How could the corpo do this to me? No. Stop. Please. My minimum wage job. π€ͺ
At least I met some cool people.