i hate large crowds, but i really love concerts. i hate loud noises, but i love loud music. i hate talking to people, but i'm the most talkative person when i'm comfortable. i hate change, but i love trying new things. it feels weird, but i love it.
the weirdest part of growing up is realizing u can outgrow ur idols too :( dati you knew everything about them, ngayon you just… don’t feel the same anymore. no hate, you just grew into someone who doesn’t need them the same way anymore.