"If youβve ever had a (move back in with your parents phase), yet you hate on homeless people, you may need to reevaluate yourself, because the only difference between them and you is, you had someone to catch you when you fell." - Mohamad Safa
how to enjoy living again when you have been in survival mode since you were 8 years old and never really learned how to be yourself and everything feels like you are running out of time and everyday just feels like barely keeping your head above water
If you've felt unsafe for most of your life, βYou must leave your comfort zone to growβ doesnβt apply to you.
Because you've been living outside your comfort zone all this time.
Instead, you need to FIND your comfort zone. Which can mean losing toxic people in your life or moving away from spaces that make you uncomfortable or making any changes no matter how harsh it feels. That's your first step to being okay.
frankenstein really is the perfect horror piece bc there is nothing scarier than being alive without your consent. which is to say there is nothing scarier than being alive
if i didnβt have all this trauma and if i wasnβt lacking fundamental nutrients and minerals and if my brain was properly wired and if my mom loved me right growing up iβd be really fun at parties