First time in my life when i feel kind of disappointed in my life progress over the past year. Even though there were some super positive moments + victories in personal & career areas of my life, I'm still thinking that i'm stuck in 1 place and this place isn't for me... 😔
Not depressed or anything like that, but sad tbh.
It is not pleasant to realize that you don't like what you are doing anymore and you need to switch something general, but it is what it is, you need to live with it somehow and keep trying to find what you will enjoy
Just played my last official ALGS match.
I was asked what my key takeaway is from my time during Apex, and it is as follows:
Better to jump and make a mistake than sit there too frightened to make a move.
This applies to endeavours outside the game as well.
Rooting from afar.
@AvuhAlt head up and slay girl, you already have achieved some unreal results in media and games, so there is no reason to call yourself a failure 😈 Idk you but i'm sure you can be the best at anything you set your mind to 😼