strawberry 💗

18 y.o.

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

Today I had to go to the headmaster's office because teachers have been asking if I'm okay 💀

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

Guys, How do I stop being so scared of drinking? Like I am scared that I will gain weight if I drink and it doesn't matter that it's just water or cola zero

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

I made a cake for my friend who is turning 17 and loves Mamma Mia 💗

[🌸💐 @whatisrecovery1]

the feminine urge to completely destroy your health for beauty standards

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

FRIDAY ( DAY 6/7)
• intake : 70 cals 💗
• burned: 280 cals
• net: -210 cals
Btw the pic was too ugly so I had to use this filter 🥲 and I didn't had the whole pack, I've had a half of it. 💚

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

SUNDAY ( DAY 1/7)
• intake: 46 cals
• burned: 134 cals
• net : - 88 cals

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

THURSDAY ( DAY 5/7)
•intake: 200 cals ( crackers and mentos- mentos are for some reason one of my safe foods and I was feeling kinda dizzy)

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

5) instant soups 💗
• these are my favourite, 40-100 kcal per portion

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

A thread of my safe foods, that I always take with me on holiday 💕

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

4) Snacks #2 💖
• freestyle rice cakes with flavour = 112 kcal/pack

[pan 🧚🏼‍♀️🌱 (edtwt) @moondropssecret]

anyways here’s a thread of my disordered meals recently since y’all seemed to enjoy that on my old account

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

@throwawys444 Thank you so much 💗

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

So.... I've decided to lower my goal bmi to 15 💗 wish me luck 💖 I wanted to keep it that way (15.6) but somehow it's harder for me to stay at my current weight when I'm not trying to lose weight. I hope that at least someone know what I mean. 💗 ily

[strawberry 💗 @exkuismi]

Also starting tomorrow I will again post my meals/ intake for a week, because I'm going on a holiday with my dad, so I will have to eat more than on the previous vacation where wasn't anyone who would watch me. 🥲💖