jonghyun-ah, you don't have to worry anymore. you're safe now. i guess god needed another angel so maybe that's why he took you from us. no one can harm you now. i am so so sorry that i couldn't protect you and love you enough. i am sorry that i couldn't save you.
The room that he stayed at had the number 525. Let that sink in. Jonghyun left this earth in a place with the number 525 attached to it. SHINee was significant to his entire being.
I was starting to feel like I can finally cope with this situation but now I can’t erase this from my mind. I didn’t want to picture the place that he died in. In my head angels just took him away. I wanted to live in this delusion instead of the reality of it all...
The press has released pictures of police officers retrieving Jonghyun’s items from the room that he passed away in... Why do they think we needed to see this? It doesn’t give me closure. It makes my heart ache knowing that he was all alone in that room.
It pains me to think Jessica might not be able to pay her respects or even speak up about the loss of a friend. Jessica and Jonghyun were very close. But I’m sure he knows she loves him and is mourning him, so that’s all that matters.
to anyone who plans on going tomorrow to the send off and vigil for jjongie, please dm/mention me! i really need someone to go through all of that and i don't think i can bear being alone. i'm scared that i might collapse or do something i'll regret.
please rt @shineeworldph☹️