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Hi, I'm Exo, short for Exordium/Exordialis/Exordialum! I'm a hypno-loving black hole kitty! I'm a switch, too, but I mostly like to sub, so please don’t treat me like a dom! I’m also plural, but this will almost only be me on this account :3
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Lowkey thinking my huge cnc kink as a sub comes from a desire to just be wanted. To have someone choose me, without having to prove myself. To be chosen without having to do anything, without having to put on a show or make myself look charismatic, because I think that deep down,
Along with you to get you to keep quiet, so you stay happy for a while and don’t bother them”. It’s a feeling I think a lot of people may share, so I wanted to share my experience and introspection. I still enjoy the kink of course, but the reasoning is good to look into.
Ah, the awkward moment when someone blocks you and you have no clue why, like, I was genuinely enjoying chatting with you please tell me what I did :c
Alas. Time marches on.
Oh, to have a dom who won’t stop no matter how hard it is to break me, who knows that I really would like to be good but my body resists automatically, who’s willing to sit and take the time to slowly break me down so I can relax, who’s not gonna get tired of doing it every time.
Oh, to have some pervy dom so infatuated with me that they make a whole account where all they do is vaguely tweet about all the degenerate stuff they want to do with me, just the most perverse horny things possible~
(I want this, please someone do this and share it with me aaaa)
Oh, to have some pervy dom so infatuated with me that they make a whole account where all they do is vaguely tweet about all the degenerate stuff they want to do with me, just the most perverse horny things possible~
(I want this, please someone do this and share it with me aaaa)
Scent, and taking me home, keeping me in latex tied up in their bed, slowly fulfilling every fantasy I’ve ever had and more to make me completely addicted to them, making me their beautiful househusband who they brainwash and overstimulate every night so I never leave~
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Fantasizing about stalker yandere types, like, the idea of someone who follows my more dommy account becoming more and more obsessed with me and realizing I live nearby, and just taking me one day, tying me up, gagging me with their own socks so I start memorizing their
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Kinda craving like a dom who makes me just feel happy for extended periods of time, like,finds a way to make me comfortable in my own body or even actively enjoy it.
BTW the reason I wouldn’t call it genderfluid is because I don’t have days where I feel feminine or masculine, every day it’s just both lol. Like, the perfect androgyny, or rather the perfect mix of both.
Yknow I’ve been thinking lately and while I’d never do hrt, I’m starting to think that maybe my actual gender might just be “yes”, not in like a genderfluid way but in a “I feel as if I am a vessel for something beyond the concept of gender and thus cannot be merely male” way.
Yknow the amount of times I’ve found myself thinking about the archetype of “yandere goth lady/femboy who’s obsessed with you and wants you all to themselves and is willing to exploit your wildest fantasies to get you” leads me to believe that maybe, just maybe I may have a type.
I need like, a roommate or a chronically online friend, cuz, I need someone who I can just hop into vr whenever and they’ll be there to grope and tease and brainwash me n stuff, or a roommate who’ll do the same, like, honestly don’t even ask just do it pls :3
Out of curiosity would yall be interested in commissioning hypno sessions from me? I already do some for free, but if I open commissions it’d be for higher effort, more involved sessions. I’d also be willing to work with more out there kinks than I do in standard sessions.