ternyata bener ya, hidup ini jauh lebih tenang ketika kita tahu batasan. not everything needs our attention, not everything deserve our energy. Ada hal-hal yang lebih baik dibiarkan berlalu, tanpa perlu didengar, dilihat, ataupun dibahas.
belakangan ini gue ngerasa asing banget sama diri gue sendiri. kaya bangun tiap hari cuma buat bertahan lewat hari itu aja. kepala gue rame, hati gue capek dan dada gue sesak terus tanpa gue tau cara jelasinnya gimana. gue ketawa, ngobrol, keliatan biasa aja di depan orang lain, tapi di dalam diri gue rasanya kosong dan berantakan banget. kadang gue juga bingung, kapan terakhir kali gue ngerasa tenang tanpa harus pura-pura kuat. yang paling bikin takut, gue mulai ga kenal sama diri gue sendiri. gue kehilangan versi gue yang dulu, dan sekarang cuma ada seseorang yang tiap malam berusaha nenangin pikirannya sendiri supaya ga makin hancur.
tahun lalu Miu nepuk paha Lena dan Lena langsung ambil tangannya, tahun ini Lena yang naruh tangan di paha Miu dan tanpa lihat pun Miu langsung narik tangannya. #LenaMiu udah sepaham itu sama sinyal satu sama lain 🥰
baru aja nonton 23.5, penasaran kenapa view sama june ga nerus jadi cp? pedahal chemistry mereka oke kok
*bertanya dengan nada lembut dan penuh ketidak tahuan #viewbenyapa#junewanwimol
What if all the episodes were actually recordings inside this camera?
Then in EP12, the plot twist reveals Bambi sitting alone at Prim’s grave, rewatching all the videos from this camera😔😔
Honestly, at this scene I only felt that Prim pitied Bambi, but I couldn’t really feel how much Prim truly loved Bambi or how badly she didn’t want to lose her. Compared to the scene where Prim looked for Bambi after Airy ruined the opening day, I could feel Prim’s fear much more there, like she was genuinely scared of losing Bambi or that something might happen to her.
I still remember how Namtan said that sometimes she slipped out of character because she was worried about Nong. And in this scene, I feeling that Namtan losing focus a little bit here.
But Film Rachanun was completely all-in as Bambi. It really made my heart ache watching her 🥺🥺
I just wish this wasn’t a series packed with so many cpl, because scenes with this kind of emotional depth and acting could’ve been explored in much more detail and made clearer… sigh....
#NamtanFilm #น้ำตาลฟิล์ม
#GirlRulesSeriesEP9