Got a mental breakdown and was ugly crying while holding my Jax plush like this for dear life trying to keep it fucking together (the worst part: it worked-)
she shows up in the circus looking exactly like jax but much more feminine. dress instead of overalls, eyeliner. she's on a stage and she looks around because she can't find or see her friends and the only person there is a jester staring at her like she's seen a ghost