Amateur at things. only trying not to be cynical. think and write somewhat badly. Right and correct 80% of the time starting to realize I may be a reply guy oof
Hey man, been there. You can do it and it will shut up. Too many open loops, you obviously didn’t live up to what you believed to be your potential. No worries, no one does. Do the 10 min journaling thing, dump all thoughts that bother you, write one or two things that you accomplished, and one important thing for the next day. Read “the stranger” by Albert Camus, as well as Nausea by Jean Paul Sartre, get out of materialistic atheism and dabble in absurdism for a bit. You’re going to feel. Remember, time is fake as well as money. Being itself is good, after 7-10 years of the above absurdist stage you will see much clearer, and understand that God is real and the ancient priests have been right all along. Good luck to you, you can do it and it is worth it.
Accidentally knocked down my house trying to clean up after a fire, quoted my $500,000 for the rebuild.
Nah, I can do this myself.
Found a tiny house kit for $7500 on Temu. Worked on it for 2 weeks, when it was almost done county came out and said it was built on an Indian burial ground, now I’m in jail.
Fire in my basement last week
Hazmat wanted $4,000, new basement was $38,000
Nah, I can do this myself
Rented a $250/hr skid steer on Amazon, spent 6 hours trying to clear rubble, accidentally knocked out a support beam, entire house collapsed fire/rescue had to dig me and the skid steer out of my own house for $40,000 and now reconstruction will cost $500,000
Kinda black pilled on this particular topic. I don’t think it happens. There is so much apathy floating around, people are way to overstimulated and dopamine deleted that these young men barely see the point in doing much of anything. A brutal brainwashing that destroys future activity before I can become a problem because the motivational aspects of their neurochemisrry have been hijacked. Maybe that’s not it at all, but I think it’s obvious that the ships are sinking and everyone’s trying to save themselves because they know no one else is coming. It’s a terrible situation I don’t know man.
Been hearing a lot about Simulation Theory recently, and its all horse shit. The only thing that is simulated, and not in physical reality, or a part of Physical reality is Time. (and Money, thats fake too,)
@VolatilityQ i am having trouble believeing it as well. What is going on behind the scenes? Did the 2+tln in the money market accounts start moving again?
dude this is going to sound crazy but genuinely curious. How would "the market" detect, if the US Treasury, opened a bunch of brokerage accounts, (off the books of course) and "Funded" them with money they got off the Feds balance sheet, and had AI Agents trade these accounts to look like retail accounts. Fake names, Fake Socials etc... all running the same programming (programme for you brits) and now can have nearly infinite pockets to either A) make/take money out of the market B) prop up the market C) wage electronic financial warfare.
again, probably crazy, but thats exactly what i think is happening right now,